Doubts

Nothing we decide to do will have a 100% success rate.We don't actually really know what the result of our decisions will be.Of course you evaluate, meditate,plan and do everything in your power to come up with a final decision but it's always a make or break.Some things you can't forsee and only realize once you're there.If you can change your mind and back out-great. But some things are more permanent.Weather you take the chances or not all depends on your motive and how strong your desire is to do it.If your motives are pure,unselfish and desire strong-nothing will stop you and you'll be ready to face anything.

Sometimes, you know what you have to do but don't do it.Maybe it's a fear of change, or uncertainty of the consequences or maybe simple procrastination that usually goes too far or perhaps you get too comfortable with your current lifestyle and situation that you forget to make the change.No matter how noble or right the decision may seem,you always have second thoughts-'what ifs' cloud your mind and peoples' reactions start to cause you to doubt the logic in your decision.What then?Deafen your ears and convince yourself over and over again that you're doing the right thing.

So am I having second thoughts?I wouldn't be writing this if I weren't:D Am I making the right decision?Definitely Yes.Am I sure of success?Not really.Do I have everything planned out?Nope.So what exactly am I thinking then if I have all these doubts?I'm making time for more important things, I'm keeping my promise, I'm 'testing' JH,I'm simplifying my life ,I'M DOING WHAT IS RIGHT..it's now or never *_*





Lyrics | Elliott Yamin Lyrics | Can%27t Keep On Loving You Lyrics

Love is

Everyone has there own definition, explaination about Love.I think we can find love all around us, you don't have to have any 'special' someone to realize how much love you have and can give in your life.You don't have to say or be told "I Love You" for you to feel loved.We should understand that love isn't really all about 'romance' and the opposite sex, it's simply caring and being cared for, thinking about others more than yourself, giving and taking,being there for people who need you and having a shoulder to cry on when your down.It can be shown not only by red roses and chocolates but even by handshakes, hugs and smiles.It's felt not only by having'goosebumps','sparkling' eyes or daydreams but even by the smile on your face right now or the next time you laugh or just by knowing you're not alone in the world and that anytime you want to talk, there are people you could call who would listen. Sometimes, you just have to stop and take a close look around you to realize how blessed and grateful you should be for all the love you have in your life.*_*

Time

It's amazing how things can change in such a short time. Before you know it, people have come and gone in and out your life.Kids you used to carry and spin in the air are now almost in High school.It's like you wake up and realize everything has actually changed! 'Pains' you thought would never heal are now mere memories that you sometimes laugh at.People you thought would be there forever are nowhere to be found.More ironic is how time can even 'heal' our occasional 'crazy' love interests-in a blink of an eye, you don't know what was so 'perfect' about him anymore! Yep, time is a great eye-opener.Where would we be if we 'got lost in the moment' and didn't wait for some time to pass??Probably in some disastrous relationship?Married to a wrong person...something very, very regretful!So, am I regretting anything now? NOPE!Just like things wouldn't be the same if you hadn't waited, things wouldn't be the same if you did anything different.You wouldn't be the same person.I've got a motto on that line-"don't regret anything you did, remember it made you happy at one time":) They say 'only time will tell'- I've just understood this.There's nothing we can do to change time, at least we can make sure we don't waste it, we treasure every one we've had the chance to be close to in the past, hold dear the people in our life at the moment and look forward to what life brings in the future^_^

BroKen StrIngs

Don't ask me why but I can't seem to get enough of this song by James Morrison and Nelly Furtado. Sorry, no time to give my detailed sentiments:)Just listen to it........

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again but you broke me
Now I can't feel anything

When I love you it's so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking it's the voice of someone else

Oh
It tears me up
I try to hold on but it hurts too much
I try to forgive but it's not enough to make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh
The truth hurts and a lie's worse
How can I give anymore when I love you a little less than before


Oh
What are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us


Running back through the fire when there's nothing left to save
It's like chasing the very last train when it's too late

Oh
It tears me up
I try to hold on but it hurts too much
I try to forgive but it's not enough to make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh
The truth hurts and a lie's worse
How can I give anymore when I love you a little less than before

But we're running through the fire when there's nothing left to save
It's like chasing the very last train when we both know it's too late

Too late


You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I cant tell you something that ain't real

Well truth hurts and a lie's worse
How can I give anymore when I love you a little less than before

Oh
Yeah
Yeah
I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again