A time to Cry

Its sometimes so hard to understand why people say the things they do. No matter how innocent their motive may be, it's simply very hard to take it as that. More often than not, you'll end up retaliating with similar hurtful words. I seldom get hurt, in fact crying is definitely not my way of solving problems but there is a time for everything right?

So, here i am admitting my latest tear shed very recently. THe reason as always being my bro. Coming to think of it, i really do understand why the person said what he did, it was pure concern. In fact, i really couldn've done the same if i were in his shoes. But then I ask myself: why did it hurt so much?

My answer is this: THe truth hurts.Sometimes we know the truth but prefer to keep it somewhat 'hidden'. Not that we literally hide it but we go on with life and do our best not to think about things that will hurt us. Then all it takes is a little word to bring our world tumbling down. We wake up to the reality and are forced to feel all the pain we tried to keep inside.

These instances aren't bad in my opinion. It depends of course on the person you're dealing with. I'm strong, I know I am so it really does take a lot of words to cut my heart. The problem is when it does happen, I can't seem to stop the tears from flowing.

SHould I really be hurt??Definitely Yes! He's my brother, i want him next to me in paradise, i want our blood lines to continue forever! It does hurt being made realize how grim my dreams really are. But it is bound to happen sometime and now isn't bad timing after all.

Anyway, the bottom line is this:People sometimes say things without realizing how they will hurt you. It doesn't help getting mad. THe best you can do is swallow the words down, cry your heart out to JH and keep smiling...